Thursday, October 30, 2008
Broken
Today I am so broken. Attitudes I'm shocked by have bubbled to the surface again. I'm holding Christ's hand as He leads me through jungles of my heart that are yet uncharted. I admit that I hate the feeling, the weakness, the desperate need for mercy from God and from those I'm learning to love...but I am so thankful. Do not cut this short dear Lord. Kill my flesh completely.
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Friend,
I'm excited to see a post from you since its been a little while since you've updated. At the same time, my heart is burdened a bit by your words. I want to hug your neck... and I cant.. and that stinks. But know, dear friend, that I am lifting you up and thinking of you often. Your work is not in vain, sister and I so admire your courage and your persistence.
"How can a young man (or woman:) keep his way pure? By keeping it according to Your word. With all my heart I have SOUGHT You; Do not let me wander far from your commandments...My soul weeps because of grief, strengthen me according to Your word". (Psalm 119:9-10, 28)
Keep seeking His face...He will not leave you disappointed.
Love Love Love.
Amber
So sweet to hear from you sister. I'm learning and thankful.
Another word to those reading this burst of negative emotion...
I'm tempted to remove it because I don't like admitting my struggles with sin to who knows who all is reading this, but this is just a glimpse of the very real struggles I have here in the middle of all the really cool stuff that is taking place by God's hand. Naturally I normally post on positive topics, because I hope to edify the reader, but I want everyone to know that God is continuing to show and teach me real love, and that is coming through my death (which is often very painful). Isn't He great?! I love Him so.
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